Okay, two rants will be brought apon you today.
First Rant: Gerard Way's poem-Fireworks for the Dead
Fireworks for the dead
It's time to put yourself to bed
In the hospital, the friends you stole
surround you
did the devil sign your check
when they pulled you from the wreck
there was nothing left to recognize
about you
Let it in, Let it go
when they lift you up,
there's something you should know
what you find, it might astound you
cause the world, my friend, is big enough
Without you
This was in the Umbrella Academy's Dallas.
'Fireworks for the dead'
Was like a big poem that left me O:
It was kinda -to me- like Gerard's way of saying what he felt ya' know?
I mean, think of it this way. Gerard spent his whole entire fucking life touring, writing, going to sit ins and interviews and signings. After hours of hard work on stage, he comes out exsauated -but here he is, signing autographs for some amazing -and some with not-so-great intentioned- fans. That is something huge when you honest to god think about. Hours a day deprived of home cooked meals and the comfort of coming home when you're upset. He gave up his life- for you. He did it willingly. He helped you fight everyday through life. Not to mention not having time for comics. So honestly? Gerard Way has kept it strong for a long time. In some sence, that could be him saying "I love you, and you love me, but everyday you demand more, and everyday I give you what you demand. The few days I am sick, or don't come to sign your things, those rare days when I am not in a good mood. those days? I recieve Hell from you, as if I have crossed a line that I have been miles away from. So you know what? I love you, but remember- the world is big enough my friend, without you"
It also just may be Gerard writing for his story and I am mellodramatic and over analyzed this by X10,000.
I mean, we idolize the guy. How must it feel to have to be the perfect role model because you are so idolized? I mean I would have days were I would want to scream and say "I am not your best friend! I did not ask to be your fucking role model so don't be pissed when I do wrong, OKAY?!"
Rant subject two-
Please just watch this.
What if being gay was "normal" and being straight was "wrong"?
and tell me you were not moved. Tell me what you thought in the comments.
Yes you introverted people I want you to comment on this blog because you never comment and it makes me un-happy.
14 comments:
It's society, we jump when they tell us. That is why there are so many closets to hide in. I personally figured out my sexual orientation and it scares me to death. I have to say I love your rant and and I practically stalk you on Mcrfanfic.com. I have never written a comment though wow. Sorry it's long. You are just very inspiring.
Hi Anon. I am not sure if you will see this since it doesn't come with a "reply" button. I am glad you like my things on MCRfanfiction. I just finished Pansy and I am starting to make another one that will be out soon. I am glad I inspire you, that means a lot.
Xo,
Mayhem
I adored pansy so sad to see it end. I'll keep an eye out for new stuff. :)
Just curious not weird or anything but where do you live? Im gonna start leaving a letter so you know it's me. -a I'll stop if this is too stalkerish sorry
Hey A- who are you on Mychemfanfic.? I am in Texas (USA) Where are you at?
Texas too. I don't have an account I'm just a silent reader. I just asked because the times on this are weird. Just wondering it's cool talking to someone in Texas that has the same interests as me -a
Ah, yeah it is always nice meeting another Texan! What part are you in?
Texarkanna. I CAN STAND IN TWO STATES AT ONCE! I'm such a spaz -a
I live a few hours from there.
how cool that's like crazy. just gotta say I looked up danisnotonfire because of your gifs and I am addicted watching it right now.lol-a
I watched all of his videos...
in one sitting.
Dang I got through a majority of them then I started thinking in an accent.o.o omg I'm weird. But I'm such a drama geek I'm doing a 24 hour play festival with the local perfoming group. And we pretty much writers write.directors direct ,And the actors perform the written play of about fifteen pages.starting at 7:30 tonight and ends7:30 tomorrow night. Never new my town was so interesting:) but it's awesome cause it's all volunteers. SO EXCITED!!!-a\(^.^)/ EEKK
Ok stalkerish. HOLY CRAP. you comment/idea for 63 tales of my chemical romance. The was freaking badassgeniusjocjwldjbwojskcjw. Can't express the awesomeness. Proposition if she doesn't write it, I request you do, if you don't I understand and I will write it and email it to you or something. That is to amazing of an idea x_x -a \(*.*\)
Well thankyou! So flattered, you shohuld see my dumb grin plastered on my face. How about you write it anyway and send it to me (rainbpwismypoptart@gmail.com) I would love to read it. Also, I created a new story/page look it up on Mychemfanfiction it's called: Liar. Liar.
Excitement! Thakns so much!
Xo- Love.
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