Hey, Ukarians!

The Escape Plan.I take a breathLet it out slowJust woken upAnd now ready to goThe night may have haunted me of what I knowBut I am hereI am just slowI take a step from my headAnd the stickiness of my past stays on the unmade bedI take a breath I let it out really slow
I am awake nowAnd I am ready to goI take a leap from the bedAnd all my sad emotions are shedOne more deep breathAnd I run past the scars and sighI’ve done it againI have successfully escaped my headI am ready to goI exit my homeI started off really slowLearning how to let it goCrawling into another dayThat I successfully got away




I am learning a lot lately. Recently, I have learned how to get up in the morning. It seriously goes as the poem says.

Instructions on how to get up everyday:

Step one:
The second you wake up, sit up. Take one, deep breath. Hold it, and let it out. No matter what you have dreamed of, drop it there on the bed. Visualize all these bad things falling from your body.

Step two:
Put your legs down, and stand up. Take a deep breath and let it go. Take a step or two from the bed. And let the sticky feeling of depression and hate melt away.

Step three:
Take a large step from the bed, close your eyes, take one more deep breath and while you hold it list five people who depend on you and love you.
1.Dog
2.Horses
4.Jack
5.My readers.
Do not let out that breath until you have done that, and let those sad ideas and feelings go.

Step four:
Run/walk swiftly away to where you need to be, whether that be the shower, vanity, or closet. Let your scars peel from your mind and skin.

You have escaped your mind.



Mind you, that this is for people who can barely open there eyes in the morning with out wishing death apon themselves. Seriously do this and keep to it.







Question of the day that you probably will not answer:

 Why are all British people in Britian? (hint get your asses over here Phil and Dan and all you other amazing ball UKarians.)







Your sucker with no self esteem,
Mayhem