"Everyone should get a stand ovation....because we all overcometh the world" -Auggie Pullman

  After reading a book and finishing, I often don't even know what to do with myself. I wish I could call up the writer and tell him/her how amazing he is. With many books I have actually grown as a person while reading them (i.e. The Dove Keeper, Reason To Breathe, Wonder, The Sisters' Grimm, The Umbrella Academy Part 1 and 2, The Velveteen Rabbit, Bruised, Run, The Game, and so on.) These books make me want to have them forever, because is all honesty they have added a piece to me. They were a part of the stepping stone of who I am right now. For this, I love reading and writing equally, and I hope that one day someone will read my book and have that moment of almost nostalgia as they look back on the events of my book. I hope that in this life time I can bring that impact on someone.

  On a different, yet still happy note, I am pleased to tell you that this year, is eons better than the last. I have better teachers and I just feel better all together. Don't get me wrong, it is still school and it is still very boring and life sucking but it is SO much better this year.

  Lastly, on a more saddened note, I must tell you a fear that I have been feeling for a few days, maybe 2 weeks now. School started around 3/4 weeks ago and I am starting to feel like it is stripping away my originality and what I stand for. I can feel some of my pacifism slipping away and so I feel as though I am betraying some unknown source. This is the reason my blog has been so neglected. I have started around 4 entries, but not finishing one. I feel the same loss of motivation of last year and I am hoping I can overpower the depression creeping up from behind me.

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With love, happiness, and lingering fear,
Mayhem